"How Insensitive" By: Astrud Gilberto

8.20.2008

Thief

I tell myself to, you know, "look the other way". it's not my business who you want to be. She had a room where the view was relaxing. The light always made me feel like taking a nap. It's like a comfortable feeling of security. I tell myself "you had your chance" when i sit and worry. She had the shine in her teeth, when she smiled at me. I got smoke in my eyes and i tried to look down at my feet. I filled my coffee cup full with whiskey. I had the time to get some sleep. This whisks me, she has the key. I have a latch. She blew the match out with a pop of her cheeks. She said " Your absolutely right, and i'm sorry". She buried me so deep, She stole my "Free". That fucking thiefer. Now i'm out in the street. Howling at the moonlight.

8.17.2008

Walk-ins, The Lowest Form.

Was i to give chase? What did you expect from the lowest of race. I knew you'd be manipulated. I knew you'd take that chance even now, again. But we're both of the stars and so characterize these lonely nights as cheerful. Personify these painting of tails like a skunk. Meow, baby. Meow. But you smell my indifference. Let this not be the last dance of two lovers, but a remembrance of discovering how we were made to be. I'm simply a Gemini. I can fuck/love/grunt/hug/sleep/leave/letyoube. But I'm simple, disguised as a complex form of electronic impulses all firing at once in the same spot, so it gets hot. I'm simple. All wrapped up in mystery, and romance. You'd give me a chance if i were you. My blue heart starts breaking on the card bored floored, petal to the metal of my dying rose. I don't make cents. But it's dollars you want isn't it? So I'll flaunt my ass and make the scene cause it's too serene, yes it's too serene. I need a scream in my dream. I need to wake up in a cold, cool sweat, and hop with the jet set tonight. These dull, humdrums can't beat to my rhythm. Wake up! This is NOT art! I am not what you think i think i am. I'm not planned or named. I'm obsolete. But like history shows, we all go back to what we know. Pete. Re-pete. Pete. Re-pete. More Like a fairly mythical fairy tail. everybody should know, "Don't Fuck With Fred, He's Pissed"....

8.15.2008

LOVE/WET/WICKED/SEX

I never got my girlfriends names confused. I'm a mess. Up and Down, Sleepy and bad. Are you sad that i'm a beautiful mutant intruding my thoughts unto you?
Are you mad that i'm glad that i fucked up your life the way that i do?
I can't be had, i can't play dead, i'm typing up rhymes to fuck with your head, when you say that i'm mad in my brain. But they're all the same in the plain game, and i'm not the type to sing in the rain, i'm most inspired by the pain you bring to my heart. I wanted a new start, I wanted to a flute, a harp i can play my love songs to you all day. You said go away, you said please stay, I'm lazy as i can ever be. I'm Looking to be booked in a time slot of your life. I wanna drench my clothes with my sweaty passion. i wanna start a new fashion trend. LOVE/WET/WICKED/SEX. I wanted to get you naked in a jet, on our way to a european beach. i'll call you a bitch while you suck on my teet. Licken Your chops to Chopin's Opus 51: Impromptu No. 3 in G-flat major. I'm danger in your radar. But NEVER a stranger.

8.13.2008

Orange

To be honest, i can feel you. Pulsing through these lines. I know your there. I know your listening. Analyzing every metaphor till your sore. Studying and find out what to pick up on. What to bleed. I Know. I was there that time you and I held our breath. That first kiss/caress. I can feel you pulsing through these lines. I keep time of the confusion. I remind my self. Your not there. Your (t)here. Pulsing.

Compassion Fashion

If you were really smart you'd know what to do. If you were to relax for once, who would you snuggle up too? I've got my findings all kept tight, tied up in my tin box. That shelter trip reminded me, you've got me all locked up. It's not yesterday anymore. We can visit and try to make ourselves disappear in front of the mirror, but we haven't been this close before. Meet you there all over again, like something i knew was new. Right now, I'm working hard. I'm busy making plans. I'm counting my hairs that stood when you stare. All the girls will talk, but I'm not a fucking hippie. I've got one love. All the others are just holes. It's all the logic i know, so speak your concerns and get the conflict out of my face. It's a sensation of empty fulfilment. Like still being hungry after a meal. I'm not happy, or poor. My state of mind has no capital meetings. I don't care about other peoples problems anymore.

8.07.2008

Hanging from the chandelier around your neck

A Soft Warm. I Thought about it too, Not so long ago. I don't think she'll ever wake up, babe. I don't think she wants to. I can't complete the game. I can't compete with how he had it in for me. I never had a problem with loving her. Likely story, a one hit wonderful glory. I might not have it all. But she was all i had in mind. She was all hard. I might not have a thing, but i could sing to her every night. Likely story, a glorified horror, so we bury our spying eyes. She was a tea drinker, came across born of the races. Cool, cool school girl. Yeah same ole' song gone wrong. Nothing heals all these hills. I just roll down, uncontrolled, down. Snapping off, snapping off, snapping off, snapping off, limb from limb, from limb, from limb, from limb from my every body.
We are folded, prose, burned and know. All our love is grass clippings, slowly falling from behind. I want to save my mind. I want to save the time i imagined an us undefined by lust. I want to save our mind from the mess of maggots. I tried to help, but only fell back in love, even after i told myself you weren't the one. I want to help, but can't help seeing us together under masks.

We Can Live Forever

It's a dream. Or is it a nightmare? i'm still singing in the same room. The days i stood trading my peace. After that night, i told myself i wouldn't love you anymore. No matter how i'd like to save. i've traded my place inside for a place to die slowly. She can't face her lonely, so she tells folks she just dosen't care. She's a man's man alright. She can't feel. Oh, but we can get over it. I've gotten over it. Yeah, it's not as it seemed the things i believed. How could i be so naive? but to be indifferent, that's the essence of inhumanity. It's not about me. It's not about me. It's not about me. It's not about me. Can't you see baby? It's not about you. Some Beatles fan you are...

Dr. Yobb's Insensitive Brain Watchings Version Z

Boys will be boys. As will girls, be girls. We are insensitive to the human beings inside. Ego rules. Ego rules. Ego fools you into thinking you come first. When earth was first to birth the plague which is your man made way of lies. I hear the cries of wind swept eyes, balanced on tops of mountains. I swim in seas of leaves and drink the water from it's veins. Why Do You Stress and strain? I gave so much love to this love, but she fooled me. Why do you cry out in pain? Now i know, whatever happens I'll never let you go. Because now i know, you can't quit loving. It's rays shine through, let my life lay blue. But to this day on, I keep going strong. You can't quit loving.