"How Insensitive" By: Astrud Gilberto

9.25.2008

Venus Not My Favotire

Falling For You. Your ethereal bills, laid out on the table like a painted black sign. sepia and nudity work well as well. your liver disease lump sum tattoo blues. vintage collectible clothing and paper planes. i want to play the glockenspiel with you at the spot we first laid tailgate and sat strumming out sorrows. cactus tattoos my leg for you and Leonardo's favorite food. Shocking blue sky and love buzzed my honey comb. my, oh, my i'm home now and your calling me. seems i forgot my hat. You'll deliver. sweet colored hair girl, with your chemicals and imperfections. Venus is not my favorite song. Buttered Fly And I Have a Message From The Dawn....

9.23.2008

some girls...

some girls think they can and are. some think. i suppose to understand you'd have to live in their shoes. struggle for their breath of death. redhook esb and she thinks she can seduce me. i'm a bandleader. not only can she not, but i'm a veteran of foreign affairs and i've seen every social structure crumble into dust. i've seen the scene, lived it and i'm not easily seduced by methods of 208 year old dr. octo. brusies are right for my handstands defy all that is man. lock me up if you will. celebrate my departure by love wet wicked sex. i'll only be back worth more. once again defying the impossible. wink, wink. you'd only wish you have seen through me like you thought you knew me. tip of the tip of the iceberg my friend. of our elaborate plans, of everything that stands, no safty or surprise, i'll never look into your lies, again. the end. i can't! could you? well yeah knowing your one track mind, hell bent on being timeless. i'll tell you, i was never wrong. i saw it coming from the first time he knocked your door down. but a sneeky snake can't wait for bait, and i'm sorry for you, it was my fault. i was born on classic films and vintage morals. chrome and wax. i'm more of a cholo than you think i am. i'm just rock and roll. i'm pure soul. take it or fuck off. i know your reading this right now thinking, "who? me?" deliberate prose knows no actuality. but so far i refuse to make arbitrary abstract generalizations to satisfy a particular pink. who knows what you think. some girls do it for pleasure. some girls do it for pain. vaunted ida's long, long think roads. all retrospective passions passing by like the landscape's "indie" time trees beating a rythum i can't figure. almost techno in my head.... or the be bopest jazz ever known to deaf ears, and you can't hear. your all wraped up in your fancy farewell. my dear mate, my love. i'm going far far away. i know not where.... who shall i say i'm not? a happy genius of my household. telling truths as if i were psychic? i do not want to know the effect of expireience. the marvelous project for a sociologist, the seed of the menace. to hear the slaughtered cows cry for their skins at night, lady. let's elope from eath and tangle in heaven. i never said i was superior, but fuck, i can write all night, only, who's reading???? tell them i'm dying to sing with angels and all the addiction and life i've lived were in preparation for the big moment. i'm addicted to love. to human touch, to lips kiss, to you, my perfect partner in times when partners are paired. i must see the pope, broadcast my film on his chest, to say only, at best, that i'm a courtship heading for the bay. in the correct form, with letters and numbers: Sa7m0n 3gg5.
this is preliminary. you'll find the whole truth and nothing but tattooed in invisible, glow in the dark ink on my chest. done by the pope of the high solitude and veggie burgers. with the light sensitivity that even darkness is bright. i shine in his eyes... in his eyes i shine. jealousy is often mistaken for infatuation. i love you meat market and all of your slabs of mutilated heart. come over and we'll shoot the shit.

9.10.2008

Square

I saw me in the reflection off your shades, that day you told me you were going away. how could i stay near you? how could you hear you, violently ripping my hopes and dreams of you and me on float in streams. when you speak that way all skyscrapers fall. all sinking ships eclipse the dropping drips of blood from my lips. it's not fair, your here and i'm there. a galaxy away from the only place i universally want to be. in unity. how could it be? and how soon will we forget the shape of each others face?

Sullen Hour

i've got minutes off my morning. now that i've found you singing in the kitchen. i've got minutes off my afternoon, now that i've found the closest thing to the moon. the ethereal, quite and atmospheric loneliness of your voice has me pinned. your former loves and pleasures pain make their way to my heart. and leave me pinned. i've got minutes off my evening, now that i've heard you singing in my head.